What I seek.

I am not following a script, I am not behaving in a way so that you will find my life comforting or usual. I'm just trying to find out what makes me happy. I don't want you to envy me, or dream my life into anything more than it actually is. I have the same issues as everyone, maybe more. I just choose to live in humor and optimism and love.

I don't think there is a recipe for that, there is certainly no other life I wish to emulate. I refuse to let the things society expects of me be the same things I find important. Society can be ignorant, selfish, and short sighted. I'm trying to live bigger than that.

I don't have it all. But I want it all. And I'm willing to pursue risk for greatness, I'm willing to pursue love, but not for fear of being alone. I'm not trying to find something broken so I can fix it.

I'm trying to find someone else that's living as eagerly and with the same vitality as I am.