The last few weeks/ months have been incredible; painful, surprising, humiliating & honest.
I so wish growth came in laughter, but only rarely does.
Last few days/ week I've been with Enzo & Willa. They reset me & remind me of the journey. 💕
Luckiest Lady around.
Monday, March 21, 2016
Friday, January 22, 2016
I want to emotionally vomit in this reflection. I want to purge the worry, anger, rebellion, confusion, bullshit, sadness, rage, and fear into this blog. I want to peel these feelings off me and shed them like dry skin.
But that's not an option.
As I age I realize I am acutely aware of the choices. Often, none of the choices are good.
So here I am, in all those feelings. Questioning, stewing, wondering, wallowing.
And then Life, with its unrelenting realism slaps me in the face with problems so much larger than my own.
And I'm trivial.
And it's all trivial.
And that's supposed to be enough.
But that's not an option.
As I age I realize I am acutely aware of the choices. Often, none of the choices are good.
So here I am, in all those feelings. Questioning, stewing, wondering, wallowing.
And then Life, with its unrelenting realism slaps me in the face with problems so much larger than my own.
And I'm trivial.
And it's all trivial.
And that's supposed to be enough.
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